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Decrees, anointments, and declarations from the Crown may be found here. I've been called a Queen, but I'm far from it. I've taken what I have darling. I am an Empress!
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Written May 9, 03
From the small amount or research I have done, I have found that Dragons only reveal themselves to humans if they trust and want to be seen by them. It usually requires a fair amount of effort, persistence, and a pure heart to attract a Dragon’s attention.
Interestingly enough I’ve been having waves of flashes at what appear to be random moments, though I have noticed they are beginning to occur most often when I make sudden and abrupt movements or when I am in an intense emotional state.
I’ve begun drawing again and interestingly enough my recent subjects have been Wyvern Dragons. I find if I sit and let my pencil lead my hand my Dragon drawings are more brilliant and seem to be honest interpretations of what I see and feel; a metaphor for life no doubt. Let live with honesty and brilliance and life will become your own.
The Crown
::Mummy::
Written May 11, 03
It’s mum’s first Mother’s Day without her son. I’m very sure she is well and I doubt it even phased her, but I can’t help but shake the idea of being there with her while she open’s my express-mailed Peanut’s Gang Lucy Bobble-head.
I called her yesterday and asked her to open her package on the phone so that I could at least hear her reaction; isn’t it funny how much of a gift the giver receives from watching the receipting open their present. She shouted in her calm and cool non-shouting motherly way, “ Oh this is so cool, how cool. I really really like it. Thank you Stevie. Where did you find it? It’s so cool.” I think she liked it. I in fact knew she had been looking for the very item I purchased for the past year. Go me!
It’d be silly of me not to admit that I derived great pleasure from her joy, it think its obvious that I did; it would be even sillier not to be happy for my mummy’s happiness.
Side note, I’m using a computer with Australian English dictionary and grammar check. I’m not lazy nor am I an idiot. I’m pseudo Australian.
Oh and um, Ryan; I love him.
The Crown
::Home::
So of course now that I am leaving I’ve made myself at home. I’m at Ryan’s place in Ryan’s clothes at Ryan’s computer thinking about how much I’m going to miss Ryan when I leave Australia.
I finally have a great boyfriend, who I trust and can depend on and I’m leaving him behind. Isn’t life a bit cruel at times? I guess I could always decide to change my mind and stay here for a few extra months but would I be doing that for the right reasons? I’ve decided to act in what seems to be my best interest and though Ryan is the best I’ve had, staying in Sydney just for him may not be the best of ideas. I don’t want to resent him or my actions. I want to be able to look back at the time I’ve had hear and want to revisit it both in my head and in person. If only SARS kept flights cheap without that whole death side affect.
The Crown
posted by Steven @
5/15/2003 02:28:00 AM
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::Dragons Taking Flight::
The Empress is fine and well. Life have been very busy these past months, so busy I have not found time to update the empire of current events.
I’ve been with Ryan for several months now. Things are going well between the both of us. He is a bit sensitive, but his warm heart and caring nature more than make up for it. I suppose we balance each other out, as I tend to be bossy and overly honest. Luckily we’re both open and honest with our thoughts. Our communication and are relationship is blossoming. Of course as luck would have it our relationship can seemingly only be temporary.
I’ve decided to finish my degree via correspondence in America. I love Sydney but I have grown tired of my university’s approach to education. I have elected to complete my remaining units through research on the BART in San Francisco, which of course means I’ll be moving to San Francisco for at least a year.
I additionally have discovered the Dragon; a great creature of strength, endurance, intelligence, and misunderstanding. Dragons are weary of most humans and strive for the finer things in life, knowledge, being key amongst them. Dragons have come to symbolize strength, honor, royalty, fear, and evil; adjective affixed by man. Though Dragons may or be all, some or none of these things, they suffer from foreign stigma affixed from ignorance and arrogance.
Dragons were ruthlessly hunted and murdered by man in the West to in a display of so-called strength. Dragon numbers suffered greatly as a result but as of late have rebounded.
They are magnificent creatures of not two but four genders. They defy common convention and surpass basic human comprehension.
I am Dragon, watch me sore.
Wyvern: The Wyvern is a Winged dragon with two legs resembling eagle’s talons. Some have poison-barbed tails and can breath fire. These particular Dragons have come to symbolize a range of things including: war, pestilence, viciousness, honor, and power; endurance and strength are the most common description associated with these winged beasts.
The Crown
posted by Steven @
5/04/2003 09:22:00 AM
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