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Decrees, anointments, and declarations from the Crown may be found here. I've been called a Queen, but I'm far from it. I've taken what I have darling. I am an Empress!
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::Burr::
It's cold and I want to be warm. Will you hug me?
The Crown
posted by Steven @
6/10/2003 11:56:00 PM
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::Time::
So I totally do not post as nearly as I should. It's not that I don't have time, albeit it is a contributing factor or my lack of literary effort, I don't have the passion. There was a time when I sat and sat and wrote and wrote and for whatever reason that passion is gone. I used to love to write and I used to love having things to write about, but recently I haven't had the drive.
Blogger has become a tool for letting my friends know my life as opposed to letting me reflect on how I live it.
::Party of Five is on Telstra. I sooooo miss the days when I ran and sat in front of the TV to devote my self to the Salingers. It's such a real show with real people living real situations. It has a special place in my heart. It reminds me of how emotional life can be when one has emotions to live through::
Maybe that's the problem. Maybe I've been too focussed on thinking I haven't spent enough time living. I'm I afraid of living life through my emotions balanced with my thoughts as I had during my undergraduate college years? I'm I afraid of losing control? My friend the King of the Cock-Roaches thinks I'm a bit too focussed and that I am unwilling to open my mind to new possibilities. I know in my heart that that is untrue, but i question if my exterior has grown too seemingly rigid and un-Steven-like.
Where have I gone? When or more importantly as of late; where will I be found.
The Crown
posted by Steven @
6/10/2003 08:27:00 AM
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